bringontheheartbreak

State of Mind; July 14th, 2014.

i’ve always wondered what you were thinking about when you looked at me. I always wonder if your heart skips a beat when you first see me just like mine does when I first see you. I’ve always wondered what would happen if I actually voiced all of the thoughts that I have about us instead of keeping them to myself. Why is it that you still love me, why is it that you still care? I need to know your thoughts, I need to hear you tell me that you love me.

State of Mind; May 18th, 2014.

You were always the best person for me.

You always knew what to say when I was sad, & you always made me laugh.

I miss you. 

State of Mind; April 24th, 2014.

Do you ever wonder where we would be if we had done things differently? 

Do you ever wake up in the middle of the night and realize that you were dreaming of me?

Do you ever miss the way things used to be?

Do you ever wish we had never grown up?

Do you ever think how differently your life could be if you had made one single choice differently?

Do  you ever want to go back and choose the path less traveled? 

Do you ever wonder if you’re making the right choices now?

Do you ever want to know the future to see who is loyal and who is a liar?

Do you ever think about the good times we had?

Do you ever think of me?

State of Mind; March 31st, 2014.

Did I ever even mean anything to you?

I mean yeah going to see Miley Cyrus next week is gonna be sick as hell but like.. Eminem and Rihanna this August?? DEFINITELY going to be the best concert I’ll ever attend in my life

I mean yeah going to see Miley Cyrus next week is gonna be sick as hell but like.. Eminem and Rihanna this August?? DEFINITELY going to be the best concert I’ll ever attend in my life

State of Mind; March 4th, 2014.

I’m a bitch because I’ve been hurt.
I’ve been hurt because I open my heart too easily.
I open my heart too easily because I believe in true love.
I believe in true love despite all of the hardships I’ve experienced.
I experienced these hardships because life isn’t easy.
I’ve learned life isn’t easy because reality has hit me hard multiple times.
I’ve had reality hit me hard because I like to be sarcastic and people take it seriously.
I’m sarcastic because I don’t want to show emotion.
I don’t want to show emotion because I’ve been taken advantage of.
I’ve been taken advantage of because I’m too trusting
I’m too trusting because I believe there is good in everyone.
I believe there is good in everyone because I have faith.
I have faith because I’ve experienced love.
I’ve experienced love because that’s how I was raised.
I was raised that way because there is no other good way to live.
I believe there is no other good way to live because without love, life would be meaningless.